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[06 Nov 2011|01:12am]
Sometimes I wish I could so easily forget.
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[06 Nov 2011|12:23am]
I miss the old days when I had no responsibilities. When I would look forward to each day being different from the last.
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[21 Oct 2011|07:23pm]
Apparently I'm a failure because I didn't graduate school. Even though with my job I supported you through college.
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[07 Oct 2011|11:20am]
I can't help but be reminded of the times that I hurt you in the past. It was easy for me to play the victim, but I was never perfect. I have to learn to look back with honesty of what I've done.

I hope by now, that you understand.
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[07 Dec 2005|11:16am]
[ mood | scared ]

Math Finals today. I'm dreading going in.

Wish me luck.

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[03 Dec 2005|10:31pm]
Hearing my drunk stepdad talk about how I have no life, and my mom talk about how I should hook up with a new girl. Happy 20th birthday to me.

Thanks everyone who did make it worth remembering.
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[09 Nov 2005|10:24am]
[ mood | blank ]

I can't really describe the feelings I have at the moment. A part of me is so sad and lost without you. I don't know how to fill this void that was left in my life. I understand and I almost expected your answer last night. There really isn't anything I can do or say to change your mind. I have to come to terms with that. The talk was mainly for myself. I'm not interested in moving on to someone new either. I just needed to try one last time. And now I have to try and let go of what was everything to me not so long ago.

It's easier said then done, but atleast I know I tried my hardest [in my own way, maybe not the best way] to save our relationship. A part of me will never give up the thought of you and me. It'll be up to you if you ever change your mind. If you ever do, I really hope that it's not too late. I just can't expect that to happen and cling to it anymore, it hurts too much. I know some of my actions lately were wrong. I am so sorry for all that I put you through, from the bottom of my heart. I can't really explain myself, and I know it won't change your outlook on me even if I try. Just know that I never wanted to hurt you, and I regret it because it's only made things worse between us. But I seriously don't even think you read my journal anymore..It probably bothers you to know that I'm so upset. You really are this important to me though, and I really am this sorry for the way things turned out. I miss you more then anything, and this part of me will always love you.

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[21 Aug 2003|11:07pm]

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kyle =^_^=
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